I Don't Understand...: - Why
I don't understand
why I started all this
why I made this choice
why it's so hard to quit
But most of all
why no one will help
why I can't tell a soul
why I want to be alone
why I almost had to die to realize what I had become
What I understand most is
why I had to quit
why I had to find the strength
why I love the rain
why my life is so much better